I dont even care anymore?

i dont care if she has a boyfriend, hes not good enough for her, hes a stoner shes not, least i hope shes not but anyway i want her to be mine not his, everytime in the hall way i dont know if shes ignoring me but we both do this thing where we pretend that we dont notice each other well i do, im as hy guy so i wish we both stopped and talked in the hallway not just ignored each other, i dont wanna wave and have her not notice and me look like an idiot. i dont know how their relationship is going so long, 9 months i dont think theyre gonna break up :( ******* sucks i saw one of her posts on facebook saying she loves him deerly, he goes to a different school and i hope he does something wrong and makes her hate him, i know its wrong but i dont care, i like her too much. how can i become better friends and perhaps make her think i would be a better more fun person to be around.